{"id":296713,"date":"2020-07-12T22:46:56","date_gmt":"2020-07-12T20:46:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/?p=296713"},"modified":"2020-07-12T23:30:28","modified_gmt":"2020-07-12T21:30:28","slug":"bosno-moja-tvoja-nasa-njihova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/2020\/07\/12\/bosno-moja-tvoja-nasa-njihova\/","title":{"rendered":"Bosno moja \/tvoja\/na\u0161a\/njihova&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><em><u>______________________________________ <\/u><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Svakodnevni sevdah na Balkanu&#8230;&#8230;.ili jedna mala i obi\u010dna pri\u010da u Past Present Tensu o nesporazumima i nesporazum\u010di\u0107ima i njihovom razja\u0161njenju u sada\u0161njosti i budu\u0107nosti..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Isto\u010dno bosanskim drumom vozim kroz vla\u017enu hladno\u0107u karakteristi\u010dnu za prelazak zime u prole\u0107e. U ti\u0161inu potopljene \u010detvrtaste ku\u0107e, pritisnute ispranim crvenim krovovima, lenjo razgr\u0107em \u0161ofer\u0161ajbnom na levu stranu Lima i desnu stranu starog asfaltnog puta. Onako u\u0161an\u010dene u mala neure\u0111ena dvori\u0161ta, razgrani\u010dena drvenim i zar\u0111alim zi\u010danim ogradama, sedo\u0161e mi na grudi i izmami\u0161e uzdah. Tu i tako pobacane po zatalasanoj lepljivoj smonici, prizva\u0161e odnekud ljubavni zanos i njemu pripadaju\u0107u tugu, koja se poput crne \u017eu\u010di prosu po unutra\u0161njosti crvenog Forda. Moji tamni vilajeti i privla\u010dni ponori melanholije, po inerciji produ\u017ei\u0161e pravo. Sre\u0107om, put\u00a0 trgnu u levo povukav\u0161i me za sobom. Tako zdru\u017eeni pro\u0161li smo tablu dobrodo\u0161lice sa natpisom \u201eOp\u0161tina Rudo\u201c i usko\u010dili u socrealnu arhitekturu gradskog trga, klasno distanciranu u odnosu na melanholi\u010dne trilere i dert okolnih \u00a0starih ku\u0107a. Iza\u0161av\u0161i iz teskobe metalne konstrukcije vozila, radoznala i \u017eeljna sve\u017eeg vazduha, protegoh korak. Vo\u0111ena putem, uz i niz brdo, registrovah sa leve strane poleglu \u017eutu travu i muslimansko, a sa desne strane i pravoslavno groblje. Oba razdvojena uskom betonskom stazom i oba opasana visokom i jakom \u017ei\u010danom ogradom, valjda u nameri da se spre\u010di da se, mrtvi oni i mrtvi mi, ne ubijemo jos koji put.<\/p>\n<p>\u010citala sam prezimena, ra\u010dunala godine, rekonstruisala i povezivala. Povremeno bih zastala da uzdahnem i \u00a0kroz srce propustim karasevdah \u00a0ispisan nemo\u0107nim bolom \u00a0\u00a0po pojedinim, glatkim i neprimereno luksuznim, mermernim spomenicima.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pi\u0161e: Ljiljana Vukovi\u0107<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3277,"featured_media":272288,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[623],"class_list":["post-296713","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blogovi","tag-https-wordpress-com-home-ljiljanavukovic-wordpress-com"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296713","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3277"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=296713"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296713\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":296742,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/296713\/revisions\/296742"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/272288"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=296713"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=296713"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=296713"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}