{"id":285879,"date":"2020-03-09T00:22:26","date_gmt":"2020-03-08T23:22:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/?p=285879"},"modified":"2020-03-09T14:35:31","modified_gmt":"2020-03-09T13:35:31","slug":"man-i-ti-vuk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/2020\/03\/09\/man-i-ti-vuk\/","title":{"rendered":"Man\/i\/ti vuk"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-285898 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/Jezera-580x435.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"230\" height=\"172\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/Jezera-580x435.jpg 580w, https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/Jezera-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/Jezera.jpg 640w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 230px) 100vw, 230px\" \/>Uzela sam ga na ruke. Bio je lagan i mali. Kao ptica. Umotala sam ga u vuneni pojas za grejanje le\u0111ja koji sam isplela pre puno godina. Pa\u017eljivo sam ga polo\u017eila u\u00a0 narandzasti planinarski ranac i uprtila na le\u0111a. Zapetljani i crni krivudavi put ispred mene ni\u0161anio je put Sinjajevine i ga\u0111ao\u00a0 kroz jezersko polje . Kada sam stigla do o\u010devog jezera\u00a0 sa teretom sam se popela na brdo, sela\u00a0 na vrh , pogledala u nebo i tiho i meko zaplakala.Nakon nekog vremena krenula sam, preko jezerske visoravni, nazad ka Durmitoru. Dok sam kora\u010dala\u00a0 tuga je u naletima izlazila i pr\u0161tala okolo.<\/p>\n<p>Vaspitavana da\u00a0 \u0107utim bolna i da ne pla\u010dem ve\u0107 lele\u010dem,\u00a0 povremeno bih glasom pomerila nebo i zaljuljala travu. I onda ni\u0161ta. Spekla se\u00a0 suza, u detinjstvu zabranjivana da to\u010di. Molim vas bez emocija, ionako je mu\u010dno.\u00a0 Svaka neisto\u010dena kamen. Kamen po kamen pala\u010da, zrno po zrno poga\u010da. I svi lepi i svi \u010disti i niko musav. Ledene kraljice iz surovih i samotnih predela tu\u017ee, nari\u010du, djekaju, kukaju, ne pu\u0161taju glas,dostojanstveno podnose\u2026.I\u00a0 male devoj\u010dice zanatu neplakanja u\u010de. Kad bi na putu kolena\u00a0 da im se u kolo uhvate, a ledja po\u017eele bele svilene ko\u0161ulje, brzo ih ozdravi se\u0107anje na trostruku kandziju Man\/itoga\/ Vuka. \u00a0Pognu glavu, kleknu i prihvate \u00a0burilo na ledja i \u010dvrsto se oru\u010de i ustru\u010de debelim konopima. Kad od vode ote\u017eaju uzad i drvo, sokoli ih da su putem donosile dobre odluke. A te\u0161i ih, dok se kosti uvijaju, da niko nije obe\u0107ao da \u0107e iste biti lake. I zaslu\u017ee po\u0161tovanje. Zarade\u00a0 svoje mesto u tvrdoj i\u00a0 surovoj epskoj poeziji tom alhemijom pretvaranja slane vode u male i velike kre\u010dne komade.\u00a0 I prodju duge i mnoge godine u desetercu, izmene se okolnosti i na\u010din \u017eivota, te izgubi smisao, ako ga je ikad i imalo, \u017ertvovanje suza zarad juna\u010dkijeh rana. Ali, ostane kamenje i te\u0161ko je i jedva se nosi preko polja.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pi\u0161e: Ljiljana VUKOVI\u0106<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3277,"featured_media":285898,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_seopress_robots_primary_cat":"","_seopress_titles_title":"","_seopress_titles_desc":"","_seopress_robots_index":"","_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","inline_featured_image":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-285879","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blogovi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/285879","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3277"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=285879"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/285879\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":285941,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/285879\/revisions\/285941"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/285898"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=285879"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=285879"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.pcnen.com\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=285879"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}